Friday, 31 July 2015

Monsoon Musings

HALF WAY INTO ITS ORBIT,
AS EARTH SPINS ROUND THE SUN
DISTANCING ITSELF TOWARDS COLD NIGHTS OF WINTER,
THE CLOUDS BREAK SILENCE.
AN ORCHESTRA OPENS WITH A FAN FAIR,
OF THUNDER, SHOWER AND CLOUDS RETREAT.
MONSOON MARKS ITS MELODIOUS RETURN.

MEMORIES RUSH INTO ME TODAY
THE MONSOON MELODIES,
WHOSE MUSINGS HAVE FILLED MY EARS.
LIKE A REWINDING CASSETTE 
I'M TAKEN ABACK
ATTENTIVE AND PATIENT,
TO DAYS OLD AND NEW,
LISTENING TO SOUNDS THAT APPEAR,
AND DISAPPEAR, AS THE RAINS SHOWER 
AND THE SKY CELEBRATES ITS INTERIM DIWALI. 

I HEAR THE PAKORAS CRACKLING IN HOT OIL, 
AND TEA KETTLE FUMING MUTE. 
AN EVENING OF COOL BREEZE
AFTER A RAINY AFFAIR IN THE AFTERNOON. 
THE SUN SEEMED WET TOO, 
FOR THE DUSK HAD A VANILLA SKY. 
TEA SHOPS ABOUT THE CORNER 
HUSTLING IN CONVERSATIONS.
ORDERS MADE, BILLS PAID AND OFFICE UNCLES CRITICAL OF NEW VEGETABLE PRICES.

WALKING PAST BY A GREEN PLAYGROUND,
WITH AN UMBRELLA IN HAND
I WITNESS YOUNG BOYS PLAYING FOOTBALL.
MY EARS ABSORB SOUNDS OF SPLASHING MUDDY WATERS
FROM PAIRS OF FEET AFTER A BALL.
I HEAR SONGS OF VICTORY,
QUARRELLING TEAMS OVER FOULS AND
THE ANGRY GATEKEEPER, 
SHOUTING HIS LUNGS OUT TO END THE GAME IN INSTANT FASHION; 
"KEEP OFF THIS GROUND, IT'S PRIVATE PROPERTY"

I REMEMBER MORNINGS,
WHOSE PREVIOUS NIGHT HAD IT RAINED.
THE GRASS WAS WET,
SO WAS THE NEWS PAPER AT THE DOORSTEP,
AND THE MILKMAN WHO DELIVERED MILK.
SHOWERS AT NIGHT, 
SEEMED TO OPERATE LIKE NATURES AC.
THE SUN WAS RULED OVER ITS MIGHT,
AND IT WAS COOL AND BREEZY.
A STEP OUT OF THE HOUSE
AND YOU COULD SMELL EARTH FRESH.
I MISSED THE SUN THOUGH, 
AND RAINY DAYS WOULD SEEM A HEADACHE.
STUDENTS WITH UNIFORMS IN WHITE WOULD UNDERSTAND. 

CAME ACROSS A PHOTOGRAPH, 
AN OLD PICTURE OF SCHOOL. 
MONSOONS MEANT EARLY BREAK OF CLASSES
INTO AMAZEMENT OF THE GOOD GRACIOUS RAIN SHOWERS,
OR THE LATE ENDING OF THE LAST CLASS OF THE DAY
BECAUSE THE BELL KEEPER WOULDN'T GET WET
THE GOOD GRACIOUS RAINS SEEMED SUCH A PAIN THEN. 
WE SAT INSIDE CLASSROOMS LOOKING OUT OF THE WINDOWS,
THE CLOUDS SEEMED TO BE GETTING DARKER.
TIME WAS AT THE ESSENCE.
THE SOUND OF THE BELL STILL RESONATES YEARS LATER. 

RAINY DAYS HAD MOSTLY EMPTY ROADS AND, 
BYE LANES LESS OCCUPIED WITH THEIR PARKING SPACE.
THOSE LANES BECAME MINI CRICKET GROUNDS. 
IN NO TIME DID THE WICKETS AND PLAYERS TAKE POSITION
AND A ONE DAY MATCH DURING AFTERNOON SHOWERS WAS IN ORDER.
A SHOT BEYOND THE BOUNDARY, 
MEANT CALLING OUT TO A PERSON AT THE BUS STOP
TO RETURN THE BALL.
THE ESTEEMED AUDIENCE AT THE BUS STOP PAVILION,
TOOK MUCH PLEASURE AT THE GAMES.
ENTERTAINMENT WAS FOR FREE,
THE TEA STALL, HOWEVER
CHARGED 5 RUPEES FOR TEA.

MONSOON DAYS AS SUCH,
BROUGHT REFLECTION AND MEMORIES TOGETHER. 
MUSINGS BOTH MUTE AND SENSUOUS
GIVEN LIFE IN THE MIND CANVAS.
SO UNTIL THE ORCHESTRA OF MONSOON CONTINUES,
DREAM A LITTLE DREAM,
DWELL INTO MEMORIES, REFLECT,
RESONATE, SING AND OBSERVE. 
FOR THE SUN SEEMS WET,
AND THE SKY VANILLA.
REJOICE AND LISTEN,
THE MONSOON SING IT'S A CAPELLA!

Tuesday, 21 July 2015

18 Days into July


IT WAS AFTERNOON,
AND THE SUN SHINED
WITH PRIDE OVER ITS VICTORY. 
GLORIFYING IT'S BRIGHTNESS
OVER THE LOSS OF SWEAT OUT OF OUR BODIES.
IT WAS 18 DAYS INTO JULY
AND I STILL WONDERED HOW QUICK 
THE 17 DAYS HAD PAST.

MY CURRENT LOCATION 
FORCED ME INTO THINKING 
THE UNTHINKABLE. MY SITUATION 
PULLED ME INTO LOOKING BACK AT PAST.
I WAS AT A FUNERAL, LUNCH.


FACES AROUND ME HAD MOSTLY 
BLINKED MORE THAN I DID.
FOR THEY WERE OLD, WITH WITHERED SKIN
IN GATHERING OF A FRIENDS, RELATIVES OR COLLEAGUES DEATH.
IN REMEMBRANCE OF DAYS WHEN PHOTOGRAPHS WERE BLACK AND WHITE 
BUT A SIGHT OF MADHUBALA WAS TREASURED IN COLOUR.
I WAS IN BETWEEN A PARADOX.

IN THE MIDST OF THIS,
I TURNED ROUND SEVERAL TIMES
OBSERVING FACES AND NOTICING HOW EVERYONE KNEW EVERYONE. 
BUT ONLY ONCE HAD I BEEN FORCED OUT OF MY CURRENT OCCUPATION. WHEN
A GIRL WALKED ACROSS THE HALL,
SMILING AND GREETING GUESTS. 
I FROZE ONE MOMENT AND UNFROZE THE OTHER.
I HADN'T SEEN ANYTHING LIKE HER.

SHE WALKED UP TO ME
AND ASKED ME TO MIND MY LEGS;
END OF FALSE HOPES.
SHE WALKED INTO MY ROW,
PARADING THROUGH CHAIRS
TO GREET AN OLD LADY WITH THE GRACE OF A YOUNG HEART.
IT WAS AN UNUSUAL FEELING AT A FUNERAL. 
I HAD AN ENTIRE ZOO MOVING IN MY STOMACH,
FORGET THE BUTTERFLIES ALONE.
18 DAYS INTO JULY FELT NICER ALL OF A SUDDEN.

UNDER A SUDDEN CONFLUENCE OF EVENTS,
SHE HAPPENED TO HAVE REALISED HER PHYSICAL REALITY.
I GLANCED AT HER MOVEMENTS FROM A DISTANCE,
AS SHE FLIPPED HER HAIR ONLY TO TIE THEM TOGETHER AGAIN.
HER DRESS OF WHITE WITH EMBROIDERED GREENS
PERFECTLY COMPLEMENTED HER HAIR 
WHICH SHINED LIKE WATER AGAINST SUNLIGHT, IN HUES OF GOLDEN DELIGHT.
THAT EARTHY, BROWNISH, HUED COLOUR HAIR
ON THE CROWNED FACE OF FAIR TONE.
SHE WORE AN OLD WATCH, 
I ASSUME PASSED DOWN.
VALUES AND MODERN NICHE,
HARDLY SEEN TOGETHER, LEST THE MOVIES.
SPRING FELT NEARER, COLOURFUL AS NEVER.
IT WAS UNUSUAL FOR A FUNERAL. 

A THOUGHT STRUCK ME.
AWAY FROM MY HEARTS FAILING CONDITION,
I WONDERED THE SOPHISTICATION OF THIS SITUATION.
HOW METAPHORICAL IT WAS.
DEATH MET WITH LIFE,
A YOUNG HEART SPRUNG IN ROMANCE,
ALONG A WEEPING WIFE.

SHE LOVED PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK.
APPEARING AND DISAPPEARING,
LIKE THE MOON ON A CLOUDY NIGHT. 
AS I SAT FOR LUNCH, THE FREQUENCY INCREASED. 
MY GASPS FOR AIR AND HER APPEARANCE. 
FOOD HAD NEVER SEEMED SO HORRIBLE,
MAYBE BECAUSE I WASN'T EATING ALL TOGETHER. 
UNLIKE THE OTHERS, WHO PRAISED IT'S TASTE AS SHE WENT AROUND ASKING.
COURTESIES OF THE HOST FAMILY. 
BUT IT WAS UNSETTLING, I KNEW THE HOSTS, 
AND SHE WAS NEVER PRESENT, UNTIL NOW.
THESE THOUGHTS OCCUPIED MY STOMACH MORE THAN DID THE FOOD.

I WAITED FOR HER TO ASK ME THE SAME, WITH A GRIN.
I HAD NEVER EATEN FOOD SLOWER THAN THIS. 
CHEWING EVERY BITE, PERHAPS 32 TIMES, HOPEFUL.
I WAS FULL AND MY PLATE WAS EMPTY, 
MY HANDS DRIED OF THE CURRY AND RICE ON TO IT.
I ROSE IN QUICK DESPERATION, 
AND HURRIED TO WASH MY HANDS.
WITHIN NO TIME, SHE WAS AT MY TABLE
ASKING OTHERS IF THEY WERE COMFORTABLE.
SOAP NEVER TOOK SO MUCH TIME TO GET OFF MY HANDS BEFORE. 
I LAUGHED AT MY LUCK AS I RETURNED TO AN EMPTY TABLE. 

SOON IT WAS TIME, 
I COULDN'T HAVE STAYED ON LONGER. 
FOR IT WAS A FUNERAL AND NOT EXTENDED CHILDHOOD BIRTHDAY PARTIES. 
I HOPED I SEE HER AGAIN, BEFORE DEPARTURE.
I LOOKED OUT AS FAR AS EYES COULD WANDER,
AND A SIGHT OF HER WASN'T VISIBLE.
UNHAPPY, I SOON FOUND MYSELF IN THE CAR PARKING. 
DOORS OPENED, I SAT 
AND I GLANCED ONE LAST TIME AS THE CAR DROVE AWAY.
SHE WAS AT THE ENTRANCE,
SHINNING LIKE WATER UNDER SUNLIGHT, IN GOLDEN HUES
MAYBE HOPING FOR THE SAME.